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Deep Breath

I’m sitting here alone on my bed and I am happy. I wish I could feel happy alone more often. I spend so much time looking at other people and the things they’ve done and the relationships they’ve created, that I never take the time in my life to really enjoy it. I have an incredible life and have so many beautiful and amazing blessings, but I sometimes forget and focus on what I’m missing or how I could make it better.
Being happy alone is an art. I think I like solitude, but don’t like being alone. Solitude is a choice or a state of mind, while loneliness is involuntary. Having been alone for so long, I’ve learned to discover who I am. I have a lot of time alone to think and get to know God. Having someone is definitely a wonderful, happy thing, but for now, I have to make the most of it.